It’s been a while…August 23rd, 2010 | Posted by in Ramble
since I really did much. It’s been a busy year, got married, got pregnant.. got lazy.
I’m missing my photography, but I feel uninspired. I’ve yet to take a belly photo of myself. After an initial scare of losing the baby early on I feel it’s somehow jinxing it if I take a picture until the baby would be old enough to live if born. At 20 weeks along my tummy is starting to show, especially in tight tops, and I know heaps of people take pictures the whole way through, but i’m feeling a little superstitious over the whole thing.
Did a photo walk a few weeks back and just don’t feel like I took a good pic of anything. Sat down to edit some to see what I could use and nothing came to me. Being stuck inside with crappy weather and no motivation really doesn’t help at all. Hopefully I’ll find something.
I’ve been a little hormonal today. Probably the first time in this pregnancy I’ve actually felt upset due to hormones rather than just moody and irritated. I can’t find a photo from the wedding of Rob and I that I absolutely love and want to hang up on the wall for all eternity. There are photos of Rob that I love, photos of me that I love, but neither of them together. I think I’m going to have to do some Photoshop work on a couple of images to remove excess wrinkles that don’t really need to be there at the age of 25. I also can’t find any great ones of just me and my family, i’m working out what to do in regards to that.
I’m really looking forward to being a mum, and I think Rob is really looking forward to being a dad. I love how he rests his hand on my tummy to try feel the baby, and how he kisses baby hello and goodbye. Rob’s been really great to me the whole relationship and even before we were dating, but he has been especially wonderful since I’ve been pregnant. I know I can be a bit of a handful and demanding at sometimes, but I think we have a very equal give and take relationship and he makes me feel very special.
So thats basically been my life for the past few months. I really need to do something productive, growing a little person doesn’t feel as productive as it might sound. But anyway, heres a pic that makes me feel a little better: